I feel very low today, shellshocked by recent events. Moving when I didn’t want to move. Losing my independence.
So today I feel abandoned by the hope I held. I promised to be transparent, so I will be. I promised to have integrity so I am writing honestly, even though it would be so so easy to pour platitudes into this page.
Today vI’m making a choice to just be with others around me who carry hope, because they are kind, because they have invited me to dinner.
I don’t know how to go forward. I feel depleted and desolate. One major event has knocked me for six.
So today’s recipe is to go towards other hope bearers when we are on the ground. Because their hopefulness and love is always available, like a refreshing oasis in a desert.